I couldn't sleep well last night, i feel miserable like i was casts from within. Thinkin' of what will happen when ill talk. i don't want to..i need to so that , i just don't know. i just haven't found the perfect words to say or i'm a little bit afraid of you. would you talk to me too? maybe this is not so good at all. i'll probably shut up.

Saw her again. Those crystal eyes and kissable lips,wanting to hold her and press her chest unto mine, feel her warmth embrace and taste those sweet lips. She is my dreams, dreams that i don't want to wake up. She doesn't know and i don't want her to know either. Let it be this way so our friendship would last. Sweet dreams..

Your words can be just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
But the words just disappear
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles 
'Cause my words get in my way. 
I smoke the whole thing to my head 
And feel it wash away 
'Cause I can't take anymore of this, 
I wanna come apart, 
or dig myself a little hole 
Inside your precious heart

I am nothing more than 
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.

Imagine being a rich, successful person, top of your game, in almost everything. You can have what you want in your life including me. I know you have deep secrets from your past, wouldn't it be more interesting if you share it with me..you are so cruel, so selfish and extremely dangerous in any kind.

But your secrets safe with me girl, you can count on me. I know your life at the top is so fucking dull, am i right? so fucking what. Who cares? 

I know the answer, try to follow me and just drink a cup of tea. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MS91knuzoOA

This song is for you.

You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
So I wouldn't come home low 

Just when things went right
Doesn't mean they were always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long & winding road

I'm on my way
Home sweet home

Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all ...

One of my favorites. Listen to it and its up to you to decide...

I have climbed highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you
I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you 

“Lord, grant me the strength to accept the things I cannot change, 
the courage to change the things I can, 
and the wisdom to know the difference.” -- St. Francis

Give me peace of mind that i may not do this want my heart wants me to do.
Spare me a little air so that i can sigh once more and leave these things behind.  -- Jack Dee

Joe Satriani - I'll Put A Stone On Your Cairn

lead me somewhere else don't leave me, i may not be wherever you may be but i promise you i'll be there.

Never Quit

Unstoppable Momentum

Its pass 12 midnight May 08 2013, just finished listening to Joe Satriani's latest album - Unstoppable Momentum. Shit its great. Dont want to sleep, want to hear it over and over again. Hope you fans out there grab a copy asap, wont regret it. Peace

And I do not even know how I survive 
I will not make it to the shore without your light 
No. I do not even know if I'm alive without you now 
This is what it feels like

Its already been a few days since i started listening to some house music or whatever you may call it. From Armin van Buuren, Tiesto, Swedish House Mafia, and Afrojack, Their probably Trance i think. I listen to any kind of music but these lately my heart pumped again, the essence of being young again flatted my chest. The skies turn blue this time and started thinking of...my foot is beginning to act strange, I have this small wave like movement of my head. I always wanted to be a radio disk jock however i became someone else, a musician.